Man, it's kind of insane how I've had this account for over half my life now. What the fuck happened?
Andrew Morritt
@Thetatronica
Age 33
Sound Designer
Ontario, Canada
Joined on 12/17/07
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Thetatronica
So.... As an update; I've been clean still since Jan 27th 2012, and I am now down to 12mg of my Methadone dose. I've been working full time at a great paying job now for about half a year and life has been wonderful lately. I doubt anybody reads my profile these days as I'm never active, but I think I'm going to start posting the stuff I've worked on over the last few years whether they are full tracks or just ideas I'm looking for some criticism on.
It's crazy how different my life has been in the last few years than it was BEFORE I got addicted to opiates though. Every day is so much brighter and more wonderful than any day was from when I was 5 til I was 21 and got clean. It's kind of crazy that you can go through life horribly miserable and thinking nothing can fix you; even though I do still have plenty of issues that I deal with on a daily basis -- but having a generally positive outlook on life rather than an almost exclusively negative one... It's so freeing to be able to love all the little things in life and appreciate what I do have, rather than wallowing in sorrow and agony and wishing I had things that I'll never get back... Or resenting people on a daily basis who I no longer even speak to.
Life is wonderful. I just wish I could make everybody feel the way I do.